Living hell

                                  

Hello!~~~

today was probably the worst day of my life! >.< (T.T)

i am even sadder than usual..
my classmates and relationsip all shit...

things arent good..

even my smile look so forced and fake here...

                                    

days by days passed and i feel so wasted now ..
not knowing what to do next at all...
                                
i mindlessy did this photo collage too...


                               



   



when i sleep, i dream alot of weird stuffs too >.<
i even afraid to sleep now...

becoming so tired of my life...
i guess nobody is even reading my rubbish blog now too???

hais...

byebye......................

FOLLOW MY TWITER!! x What i have been up to lately?

                                                              
hello all!! sorry for not properly blogging the past few days >.<
really sorry damm busy.. with my stupid accounting!!!!!!!!!!

AGGGGGHHHHHHH!

Anyway!! :)) just another short post today!!

Look i just bought myself a new ear phones! :)) hehheh Mashimaro!! my childhood fav charactor!!hurhur...


                                      

and my new dress arrived!!!!!!!!!!!!!


                                                          

i bought this online though.. hehhe

                                                

AND I wanna share 2 really cute gyaru videos with you all here today!!

SHINA HIKARI!!!!!!!!!!!! kawaii maxxxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!




and kyary pamyu!!!!! new song!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehhe so that is all for now yea?


AND LASTLY REMEMBER TO FOLLOW MY TWITTER ACCOUNT TOO!

@iamsherminnn!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i followed alot of gyaru models there do follow me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

i update my twitter alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
byebye will update real soon again!!

Living in a dreamm...

 

Ps: pardon my weird face as this makeup was done in the wrong state of mind ... >.<

Hi guys!! i have a proper twitter acc now!! it is "iamsherminnn"!! FOLLOW ME!!!

i am back :))

Recently, i get to know someone really special and make me quite happy :)
but i dont wanna face up to reality >.<
i will just cherish the time i can now..

just hope that things can go my way once!!!

Dont know when my mini heart attack will be back..

and i really regret it... >.<
but i do hope for better.. but as usual god will not be so kind.. i know it..

just wanna feel better for now./

 

By the way i spotted this really cute choco pudding just now >.<

 

 

 

So that is all for now yea?? byebye

 

remeber to follow my twitter!!!!!!!!!! <33333333

sorting out my thoughts...

                       

was pretty sick these few days due to lack of sleep and too stressed out..

>.<

i am so vexed over alot of things now..

med screwed my brains up.. i guess.
my throat got infected too...

hais...

exams are coming.. and i am so vexed!! arggh

thanks for all your supports! <333333333

love ya!! will be back real sooonnnnnnnnnnnnn

Sick...Exam fever!??

                    


Hello!! See my darling WOORI so drop dead gorgeous here!! >.< <3333333333333

So hot!

okkk. enough babbling...

                               

so here is today coordinate!!
My stupid nose is like a running tap now!! >.<
argh!!!!!!!!

 need to Zzzzz soon...

Hope tmr will be fine for me :)

Argh still need study and do projects T~T die liao!!

keep eating chocolates these days as i am sad... hais..

i created a twitter account just now

follow me!!
@@iamsherminnn!!

hehheh so that is all for now yea?
byebye xoxoxo

A light in the darkness. :))

                                 
                                


Hello all!!!!!!!

Today i am so damm happy to share with you all this piece of news!! :D

Firstly, i am just done with my photoshoot!! :D ( waiting for my photos!!) prolly next 2 weeks time then i have them T~T

And blogger Josephine awarded me the LIBESTER AWARD!!~~~

OMG!! >.<

Touched ** So many things i am so stressed about..


                                    



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So that is all for now need to study already..
Byebye will update more interesting soon??

Emoda cosmestics

                                  


Hello all!!! Today was quite free ...
But quite a moody one.. gonna study abit i guess. after blogging here hehhehe
So above pic is a pic of today's coordinate.. nice??

Follow my instagram!!!!

HELLO_MISS_YUKI!!!



                                     


So the exciting news is that EMODA is bringing in their cosmestics line soon!! >.<
Excited!! :0



                                      

So that is all for now byebye<3333

xoxoxo

Do you believe in Karma?

                                     


Hello all!!

Do you all believe in Karma?

Treating others badly and then in the end you got treated badly by another??

is this true??

>.<

i have been pondering over this issue..

i really want to feel better... desperate..
i cant control my emotions and thoughts now it is like beyond my control and it is not ME! >.<
i will always try ways and means to cheer myself up but fail..

and this is damm fustrating ..
it is like i finally gotten something i wanted so badly last time and now.. i kinda of not satisifed..

                                     


i lost many opportunities in life.. dont wanna lose them anymore...these days.. my unwanted thoughts
keep haunting me  endlessly..



                                     

i feel sorry for people i hurt and i dont wanna hurt others.. but in the end.. i ended up hurting myself..
I really really am lost...

anyway, i went shopping for beauty products today after project..

and i bought Biore latest jelly makeup remover..
:))

wanna try this a long time already before but too ex and now i finally saw it cheaper in a beauty store..
and i decided to buy this!! >.< will do a review once i tried it :))

hehhe so that is all for now!! :))
byebye<33333

xoxoxo

Exams are round the corner..

                  

Hello all school term started not long ago and my exams are coming >.<

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

i am so stressed and afraid now..

still in my holidays mood wanting to do nothing but relax and chill...

But i guess being busy is better for me now!! :o

Since it helps keep my mind occupied and cheers me up..

back from happiness land just now :))


                               

Am playing with a really cute monsta pen just now so i decided to camwhore it .. hehhehe..

anyway thank you all for reading my humble blog!! <33333 really appreciate this!! :))
hurhur...

so that is for now !! byebye<3333333333333


                                    

Stay tune for more reviews :))
i will try to update my blog often ..:)

Embrace the happiness around you

                              

Hello!~~

As i am still down abit.. But i believe that God will have more awesome plans for me in life. :)
so i am so looking forward to all these..

Damm my camera is down now... hais cant really take nice pictures..

And i am so distracted these days... because of some really bad memories..i cant seems to let go and forget..

                               

                                 

anyway i am back to blogging daily ...
i bought a new pair of lenses yesterday and was quite happy with it :))

 

Big eye barbie in grey!!!

 

 

 

so tada!!

i will do a review on this if i can ... :))


And i bought a new white elegant and sexy dress too

                                             

waiting for its arrival!! >.<


gonna start my MST revision soon today.. yesterday my jap test was really crappy for me as i was really upset with myself..

i know i should let go since so many people can do it i am sure i can too!! :3
so that is all for now byebye <33333333

So that is all for now!! :))
byebye<33333333

Love i have found since i found you :)

                         

Hello all!! my life is pretty back to normal now!! thanks for all your concern!! <333

i came to realised that i have things that i have and others wanted badly but i am not cherishing now
which i totally should!!! :))

and *** is treating me better now at least!:)
i really hope no tornadoes in my life :(((

here are some recent utods!! :)


                                         
            


                                      

               

 

A pleasent surprise for me just now <333 >.<

 

 

Thanks god for the good things that i am blind to.. i will try to appreciate them and cherish them :)

 

 

 

Here is a song that i recently enjoyed alot do listen!! <333

 

 

So that is all for now!! :))

byebye<333333333

Shaving pubic hair?

 

hello!!!~~ :)))

i am guilty of properly blogging these days as i am busy picking myself up again :)

 

it is like a roller coaster for me last few days :S

 

anyway back to norm.. now!!

 

So i am going to do photoshots with a photo club soon and i am really excited about it's upcoming next week!!

 

and i gonna do some bikini shoots too maybe...

hopefully everythings turn out well and nice!! >.<

This require me to shave my pubic hair..

 

(#>..<#) emabarassed

since it is most girls reading my blog !!

 

I was wondering does most girl shave there??

 

 

i read an article online and i found the consequence abit intimidating!!

 

http://www.pamf.org/teen/health/skin/pubichairremoval.html

 

and there are some solutions inside this web too! :)

 

 

This is all about hygeine and femine beauty afterall..

 

nothing to be embarassed about...

 

 

 so here are some recent photos in my life..

 

 

 

 

                                 

                                 

i did something bad recently i hope there will be karma as i did unintentionally seriously...

i feel bad inside but ridiculous too :0

i just dont wanna mess up my life any further want a peaceful life now..

so that is all for now yea byebye <333

xoxoxo i will update soon :))

change yourself instead of changing others :)

 

Hello peeps..:))

 

yoyo :)) i am back to doing review today :))

 

i wanna do so much now :))

 

study is top priority :))

 

Meanwhile some music in my life!!

 

 

and some reviews for you all here!! :))

gonna review on dolly wink new eye glitter pen :))


                        

effects: 4/5 love the natural shimmery effect.. :) but just not glam enoughh....easy to use :)
packaging: 5/5 tsu- chan 's packaging is always so cute!!
price: 3/5 quite costly T.T
lasting effect: quite lasting for long hours if your eyes dont tear...

i will repurchase this :)

Next, i will review this mask!!

korean Tea tree trouble free masks



PS: I have oily combination skin type..so i bought this ;)

effects: 3/5 it did not cause me any outbreak, and it did help treat my face a bit :))
price: 5/5 very affordable :))
packaging: 3/5 quite ok :))
mask sheet: 2/5 a bit too small.. but it is ok for my face. since my face is quite small..

 

you only get to live once so.. live life to the fullest :)))

 

So rock it!!! :)))

 

byebye<3333333

setbacks..

 

Hello all!!~~

:))

Today i am back from watching SO UNDERCOVER!!~~

 

Elated**** :))

 

alot of things happened yesterday.. i could not take it...

 

But today some one special cheered me up alot :)))))))

Feeling not so down.....

i am hoping to be better and stronger each day...
does anybody even visit here these days....

hais...

in life, there are ups and down most importantly , just try to overcome all misery..

to all my readers.. who are worried about me .. i am fine already! thank you for all your kind concern!!
i just treat this as life lessons...

 

Meanwhile i gotten a lil surprise for myself and it is a small MOPPY plushie keychain :))

aww so adorable :))

 

his so bushy tail :))

 

So that is all i am so peaced out now...

 

byebye..........

 

Words of wisdom enlighten my soul..

 

Hello all !~~

 

recently i am very very vexed over my relationship... >.<

it like is consuming me... :(

 

i thought it will be for the better but it seems not...

 

certain things cannot be forced i guess. ..

 

crying.. is the old me....any words to enlighten me??

pretty please... 

 

 

words.. like life is too short for unhappiness??

Girl crying over a guy nahh you are dropping your tiara~~~

 

i guess we all like to anyhow think when we are alone and quiet and wanna avoid ... all complications??

 

i just wanna be myself why it is so hard for me to do it??

 

happiness will only come if i learn to cherish the things around me...:)

i am so gonna cherish all my family , friends :) and my japanese which i kind of took these for granted..

 

 

They are the ones that will not forsake me ever..

hehhe ...:)

 

And i finally bought this!! :)

happy !!

twinie help me :))

 

yay .. tried this and i am quite satisfied with the effect :)

But my holika holika like nicer?? it has been quite long since i bought cosme.. though...

tempted to try tsu's new eyeshadow too
 :))


my MIR paper was rather depressing :((((((((( hais....
knock head...

if only things were nicer...

byebye <3333